My days are blending together. I cannot tell a week day from a weekend.
This morning one of the drivers asked me whether I
was going to church. Then I realized it
was a Sunday. A volunteer warned me to
be careful as a number of our recent Ebola cases have come from Lunsar. The only church I remember seeing is St.
Peter Claver Parish in the center of Lunsar.
As none of the drivers knew the time for the Sunday service, we just
drove there. As it turned out, the first
service was nearing its end. The second
one began at 9:30. I learned that
seventy five percent of the people here are Muslims.
The pews started to be filled with parishioners
while a nun seemed to herd the men to the right side of the church and the
women to the left, though this was not strictly followed. She shushed the people when they were talking
as there was confession taking place in one of the booths. There must be about
600 people in there. Along the sides
were tall stained glass windows depicting scenes from Christ’s life. A cooling breeze gently blew through open
windows and the aisles. Before the
service began, the nun exhorted the congregants to reflect on their lives but
with such harsh scolding tone ringing constantly in our ears; it was difficult
if not impossible to seek a quiet moment to do just that. She was the same person who wanted all to be
quiet for the confession.
During the service two monitors walked along the
aisles signaling people to sit apart from one another. I chose a pew seat by the aisle but for some
strange reason, the woman sitting next to me crept closer to me after each
standing and sitting. In the end I was
just sitting on part of the bench with one leg settling in the aisle, almost
falling off my seat. There was no
exchange of peace and only a third of the congregation took communion. I was
told that other churches require washing one’s hands before entering and having
one’s temperature taken.
The service continued for at least two and a half
hours but I had to leave for the ETC. Outside
in the yard, a number of men and women with canes were sitting under the
searing sun, waiting patiently for the service to be over and hoping to receive
some alms.
At the ETC we learned that 4-year-old Fatmata K died
last night having a tough time breathing.
When she was alive she seemed to be always grimacing in pain or profoundly
afraid; crying without tears or uttering a noise. In death she was reported to look peaceful,
finally released from her lonely and agonizing time in the ETC where she was
unable to communicate to anyone. In the
end she was never showered with assurance of love form her own mother and
grandmother. When they turned her away
at their bedside, she must have felt the full impact of rejection. I wonder how her cousin Doris, her mother
and grandmother are coping with her death.
Kadiatu K left for home, she had a miscarriage and
the good news is she does not have Ebola.
By the afternoon only one of the ten admissions
came, two others may still show. I was not
assigned to the ETC today so a group of us traveled west to Port Loko to attend
a weekly round table conference organized by WHO for various NGOs: Goal of
Ireland, PIH (Partners in Health) and IMC to gather and share cases and
experiences. This has started a few weekends
ago. We would have to take turn to host
or attend the conference.
Thank you so much for writing this. I do not know how you can face such tough circumstances so bravely. Reading about little Fatmata K breaks my heart. I wonder if that loving embrace would have given her some strength to carry on? I'm glad she was at peace when she passed. I have learned so much from your blog (found after listening to your NPR interview) I admire your courage and strength. Stay safe and stay strong.
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